It's been a long, painful day for me and probably the kids. I woke up with a horribly stiff neck and body aches that I haven't quite experienced since my gym days. Though the pain was familiar, I feel twice as miserable now because the euphoria of 'painlessness' is still fresh in my mind. I have learnt to crave for something I'm unlikely to ever possess again - health. I should have let my body deteriorate gradually. I wouldn't have to miss the few days that I was able to function with loads of positive energy and happiness. Now, I know what I'm missing. This new understanding is totally useless. Nobody can understand me better even if I can articulate this accurately and clearly. I'm all alone in my awful world, screaming in silence. All alone in a painful, bitter, angry and lonely world.
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